Fields of Gold

10:38 a.m.

Fields of Gold by Eva Cassidy = amazingly beautiful

SO how do I feel... lets got with word relation...

somber
tired
lil sad
like somethings missing
lil lost
hungry
nostalgic
lil lonely
lil craze...

Youll remember me when the west wind moves among the fields of barley...
You can tell the sun in his jealous sky, when we walked in fields of gold...

so she took her love for to gaze a while, among the fields of barley. In his arms she fell as her hair came down... among the fileds of gold

Will you stay with me? Will you be my love among the fileds of barley?

And you can tell the sun in his jealous sky when we walked in fields of gold..

I never made promises like these. There have been some that I've broken. I sware in the days still left we'll walk in fields of gold

We'll walk in fields of gold..

I never made promises like these. There have some that I've broken. I sware in the days still left we'll walk in fields of gold.

We'll walk in fields of gold..

Many years have passed since those summer days among the fields of barley see the children run as the sun goes down as you lie in fields of gold.

You'll remmeber me when the west wind moves among the fields of barley. You can tell the sun in his jealous sky when we walked in fields of gold. When we walked in fields of gold...when we walked in fields of gold...

That is the Eva Cassidy version... Thats what im listening to right now so to get the full effect its best to download it and give it a listen.. Its beautiful.. definitely something you can share with someone.

I miss you...

differently now cause youre far away...
but i miss you...

i tried to tell people i have 2 days in one.. I have my mornings and my nights...

my mornings are so questionable because my mind is open, i think about everything.. and mostly you.

*tear*

There's a song by Etta James called "At Last" that I had hoped to dance to...with you of course. Alas...

DING ================================ subject change

A very close friend of mine informed another very good friend of mine that "song writers are the philosophers of today"... damn thats good! why didnt i think of that? Anyways Thanks Caaaarl.

Hmmm what to write about...

Steve Bohn!!! WAKE UP...

You know I work with this guy and we were supposed to be hittin of the weight room and the pool and lunch.. at 10:45...
ITS 11:15!!! sleepin bastard...

dreams...

Last night in my dreams was a grown up erica lanier... friggin bomshell..absolutely gorgeous... not that shes not gorgeous now.. but goodness..

I saw Chris Adams in my dream...he was either getting ready to or had just started living in a new apt and we were checking it out..

then i had walked into a gym... not a work out gym.. but like a school gym with like 1 full basketball court and 4 half court basketball courts...

and there was this guy there who was instructing...i forget... but no one was interested and everyone left... however, i didnt have a membership... so i stayed and just started talkin to him. He was tellin me besides reading and working at the gym, thats pretty much all he does... When he was 18 he was playin for a D1 College Football team as a lineacker and he got hurt... So he was out, done, finite! But he still loved football so he tried to stay as close to sports as he could... He told me he was seeing this lovely lady and that he was almost sure she was "the one". The cool thing is that this "girl" is a girl I used to work with at the Outback in Temple Terrace. Her name is Karon and she was an awesome girl... really friggin kick ass and I havent thought about her in a long damn time but somehow she made it in my dream... You were in there too... but you always are. And you're always smiling... we're always laughing... :)

I find it interesting that people that I havent seen or for the matter people that I havent thought about in quite a while somehow make it into my creative thought process and are manifested in my dreams...

Music: "If I ain't got you." Alicia Keys

I write a lot if you guys havent noticed:) I can't stop and I appreciate it.. Why? Because if I want to pursue music I have to be able to recognize inspiration and as fast as possible try to somehow record it... I was workin' last night and wrote some... not everything I write is meant to be a song... some writings are just sparatic bits of thought... but i want to remember how i felt and why i felt that way... so in 10 - 20 - 30 years... i can read it and remember what it was like to be a 22, 26, 31 year young man...

I think I will laugh a little and cry a little cause just Like BillyBob in Varsity Blues.. Im a cryer :) It feels good. Crying to me is like Raining to the world... Its a cleansing process... sometimes it rains hard, sometimes it rains soft... sometimes those perfect summer showers where the sun is still blazing outside and the temp drops just a little teeny tiny bit.. those are awesome... those are the fun ones to walk in cause youll dry off soon but you can still get wet with your girl ;)

DING===========suject change
So maybe I was wrong about Nate... but that still doesnt merrit what you did.

or maybe i wasnt...

Ding==========suject change

music: Embracable You: Etta James.

I love allllll... the many charms about you. above alllll i want my arrrrrrms around you... yeah dont dont be a naughty baby, come to me, come to meeeeee.

My Sweet Embraceable Youuuuuuuuu....

Music: Dierks Bentley - How I'm Doin.

Yes! Rockin Baby..

Weeeeell! How am I doin since you did what-you-done to me? I cant lie i sometimes cry when I think of how it used to be. I keep my friends with me. I stay busy. and I dont get much sleeeep... baby! thats how im doin since you did what you d-d-done to me...

Ding==========================================

And I hade this other dream that I was in a restaurant like a bar-n-grill and there was a half walled off area where a pool table would go but there was a picnic table in there instead and around the inside of the walls were benches attached to the wall... just for people to chill on while waiting their turn to play at the non-existent pool table... and this song came on.. and i was in the same thing tom cruise was wearing in risky business when he was dancin alone in his house... I had the White Socks that came up about mid shin.. the boxers an un-buttoned button up dress shirt and sun glasses on... I was walkin across the top of the half wall slidin back and forth and shit.. it was awesome... I was just havin fun, and there was this girl sittin' at the picnic table inside where the pool table should have been... I didnt see her at first but she appeared to like what she saw and that made me wanna keep doin it... well shit before i knew it I had everyone in that damn place standin and clappin along as I'm gettin down to some song i forget... but it was a good one :) and then i asked the girl if she wanted to make out with me... and she said yes and took me to her boat... Talk about Risky Business!!!

So here I am taking full advantage of the invention of the "Lap-top" it currently resides on top of a pillow which is on top of my comforter which is one top of me, which is on top of my extrememly comfortable bed... yeesssss

Well, somebodies stomache is growlin... so I think that means...

Someody needs to go and get a bowl of Corn Flakes...
...Strong Bad needs to go and get a bowl of cornflakes..

Peace out Peoples and till next time... this is billyfloyd with PBFJJH news signing off...

buh bye!

11:56 a.m.

Oh wait wait.. word relation...

hungry, lil frustrated, relaxed, copasetic (idunnowhatthatmeansbutitsacoolwordandagoodsongby:localh)

uhh... indecisive.

bye